Serena's P.O.V.

Usually I fall right asleep at night, but not tonight. After my conversation with ash about Calem I couldn't help like feel that I started something between them. I hope they can continue to be friends, but I know that they wont.

     I looked around my room to see my rescue cat who I called Mrs kitty, laying at the bottom of my bed. Usually she can take my mind off of any trouble, but not tonight. I know something big is coming.

     To me it seems that everyone in the world was trying to keep me and Ash apart. I didn't know if he felt the same way, but even if he did it would be almost too challenging for us to be together.

     Meiette was texting Ash non stop, and now Calem was trying to get in the way. I don't understand it. Why- how could I like this kid even though I knew how much of a challenge it would be?

     At this point I really don't care. I need to act or I'm going to regret it for the rest of my life, but I need a plan. I couldn't go to my mom because I would NEVER hear the end of it, and I couldn't go to any of the guys because I know they would turn around and tell Ash immediately. So I was alone, As usual.

     I couldn't just tell him outright with everyone around, so we need to be alone. That part is simple enough, considering I did it today. 

     Next, the mood needs to be set. I'll have to think about this one. I could go cliche and go for a walk at sunset, or I could do it at midnight? I'll put thought into that later.

     Finally, and the hardest part, how am I going to tell him? I stumble over my words enough around him, so this wouldn't be any easier.

     I look over to the clock, it says 1:00. My mom would kill me if she knew I was up this late.

    I decide it's time to go to sleep. I shut off my light and roll over in bed. Mrs Kitty purrs away at the foot of my bed. In all of my thoughts I almost immediately pass out.