13. Rejection
Sanji POV:
2 Days Before The Tournament....
These days passed quickly after the dramatic trip . So many things happened in just 3 days. Tonny started dating the her loml and I fell in love with someone who doesn't even like me. And my best friend's blood is flowing in my body . We actually decided we'll help each other with blood when we knew we've the same group, years ago. But the fact that Tonny was confused about Moon giving me blood because she thought that my blood group was O negative was hilarious. I was frustrated with her. Our whole life changed since the trip but it's going like same everyday. School, practice, home.
I can't remember when was the last time I studied at home. Well it's not like I did much before but still I did. Nowadays I get tired after school. After lunch I fall asleep and I wake up at midnight. Then I listen to music . I stopped listening to kpop suddenly. Instead I listen sad songs and cry. I keep thinking about him . Everytime my phone gets a notification I get excited thinking it must be him. We never talked after the trip. And I'm wishing for text me that he miss me or not then something else even if it's about school. But he didn't. I wanted to do that but I didn't. What If he gets annoyed and block me? Or worse he guess that I've feeling for him. I can't show my face to anyone if someone knows about it. Already my one best friend is dating my another nest friend's brother. But it doesn't seem odd because Taehyung is in the same school. Meanwhile Seokjin is in a college. Sometimes I wish that he'd be in our school also , at least I'd be able to see him. I fell many nights while I was in his inbox failed to text. And in the day because of the practice I'm living lonely days. I'm not alone but I'm lonely.
Today's the final selection day. Tomorrow the school is off and there'll be only practice, one last time.
Before we go for the final selection, Tonny came to wish me and Moon "Best of luck both of you".
" Well I'm the captain, she needs that", Moon gestures toward me. It's true and I feel my stomach scowling. I'm so nervous.
"Hey!", The boys pops up suddenly. "Won't you wish me luck, pretty baby?", Taehyung flirts. I feel so jealous. Tonny was my baby and now he is snatching her from me.
" Best of luck. I know you'll get selected ", she blushes. " Gomawoyoooo", and he kisses her on the lips on front of us . She turns as red as a tomato. I look at Jimin and Jungkook. They look sad. Jungkook stres at them with a fake smile in a sad face. I can read his eyes. And Jimin keep glancing at Moon.
I feel sad for both of them . One's love hates him and other's with someone else. My situation is like them too. But in my case I'll forget his face soon I guess. Usually I forget people's face really quick , strange that I didn't his yet.
"Let's go", Moon pulls my hand to stop my train of thoughts. I can say plane. I start thinking too much quickly.
We practice the whole day . Today we'll go home at dusk. After completing practicing we took a small break. After that the final selection will happen.
We stand in our position to show our performance and the inspector stands in front of us. But it's too hot so we move to a place that have shadow. This time someone else stands at my position so I move to another empty spot.
"Good job!", she says after ou performance and takes a notepad to write down the names.
"So you're The Captain of the team , Miss Kim", she talks to Moon , "Nice work"
Then she begins to take the names of the selected performers. And a few students get disqualified. I'm sweating in nervousness . It takes more time to come to me because I'm standing much far from my usual position.
By the time she comes near me my heart starts beating faster and faster. She notes down name of the girl to my left and comes to me . But she ignores me and goes to the girl to my right. She gets rejected then the girl next to her gets selected. My heart drops.
But she walks back towards me and asks , "Your name?"
But before I give her my reply someone speaks from behind, " Jeon Seoyoon"
I look back to see her . Why does she have to mess with me again?
"Alright" , the instructor speaks after writing that bitch's name.
"And my name's Min Sanji", I say my name.
" The list is full", she informes.
" But why did you write her name instead of mine? "
" Seriously? She's the vice captain and it's her spot"
" I - I know ma'am. It's not my spot. My spot is there", I point to my usual spot with my finger ," I'm here because someone already occupied my spot today. It only happened today"
" Listen girl. All the performers have been chosen already and you've been rejected. You're dismissed "
I never felt this much bad in my whole life. Seoyoon and her gang started laughing and mocking me . I looked at Moon. She was standing with a blank face . Even when one of my best friends was present here, she didn't come to support me. I feel like crying but I don't want to cry in front of them. This'll be the worst.
So I leave the playground and go to the corner behind a big tree. So that no one can see me. And I burst into crying.
" Aww so sad", someone speaks from behind and I freeze. The voice isn't sympathetic at all. I quickly wipe my tears and turn around to find three unknown boys. I've never seen them before.
" It was really bad what happened to you . Literally in justice, isn't it? ",The middle one said. It seemed like he was the leader of their gang . My eyes fall on their uniforms and I understand that they're from our rival school. That's why I never saw them . I feel alarmed.
"Excuse me ", I try to leave but one of them holds my hand.
"What the- leave my hand", I snapped. And he takes his hand back.
"Here we're showing you sympathy and you're leaving like this? Where's your manners? Or all of you're like this in this school?", the leader said.
"Well thanks for your concern but I really have to leave now . I've some important work to do."
"Ah your work can wait for a moment. Here we're trying to be your friend", he smiled, "So... You're Sanji? I'm Heesung", he held his hand for me to shake. I hasitate for a moment then shake his hand .
"Wait- how do you know my name?", I ask and he points at my name tag.
"And they're my friends. I'm the captain of our football team. And we came here for a visit for our upcoming match, you know, with your school", he explains, " But when we came we saw what happened to you. And don't worry, we're with you. Your school is really harsh to you . They don't deserve you. Why don't you take a revenge on your school?"
"What d'ya mean? How? ", I ask.
" You can find out your football team's strategy and tell us. Then we'll make sure to make them lose the game", shi winked , " What d'ya say? "
" My school does whatever to me but I'll never betray my own school. And it wasn't my school's fault, is it? I wasn't good enough and I was tricked my some bad students like you", I said.
" Hey you!, mind your language ", one of the nameless boy snaps.
" Oh now I mind my language?! YOU SHOULD MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! ", I snapped all the anger in me out on them , " It's your problem that you're not good enough to win the match and you know this. That's why you came here for spying. All you do is CHEATING! At least my school doesn't have to cheat to win! And you're now trying to use my distress ? Like you can't even spy on yourself? SHAME ON YOU! And I'll never- " before I finish my sentence a stray dog came near my foot and I scream and jump back.
"Oh sure sure. We were just trying to help you. And we can win on our own", they laughed at me and left.
I go back to my class. And take my bag and leave the school. The school day already ended and all the students left except the football players, practicing more.
I walk through the gate when I see Jimin.
" Oh hey Sanji. You didn't leave? "
" No. I - I -" , I think if I should tell him about what happened with Heesung and his friends. But I choose not to make it a big issue, " I was busy somewhere. I'm leaving now "
" Okay. See ya", he smiles.
" See ya"
I walk through the lonely road. It's really lonely today as all the students already left. So I'm alone now. Except for students of our area no one really used this road in this late afternoon.
But suddenly I feel like I'm being watched. I look back but find no one. I start walking and feel that again. I look around but still I'm alone.
I decide to not look back again and start walking faster . Suddenly I hear dogs barking.
I've phobia of dogs. That's why I don't let my brother pet a dog. And these stray dogs scare me the most.
I start walking faster and faster. My heart thumping in my chest. Sweats falling down my face.
Suddenly I hear someone laughing. A familiar voice. No, more then one. I stop on my way and turn back.
This time I find who was there.
Heesung and his friends came out in the road from their hidden spot far behind. From where I've started to feel being watched. But they're not alone this time. They're holding scary looking dogs. Each of them. They laugh again and release the three of dogs.
They started to run towards me. I quickly turn around and start to run. Shit shit shit. Why did I scare Infront of them? They probably understood that I'm afraid of dogs. Cynophobia That's why they're taking revenge like this.
I look back again. The dogs came really near me. I'm not a good runner. But I'm trying my best to run faster. And I bump into something to hard that I lose my balance and fall. Or I think someone.
My head hits something hard and darkness overcomes me.
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