It's a fresh start.
I hope.

I'm just gonna stream of consciousness this

The years past left me with pain.
And no hope to my name.
But I grew stronger.

My lady never loved me
I could never trust me
And still
I'm left with pieces of you.

You burned me.
And it cut deeper than any before.
And still I know
I have to let you go.

I release the hurt.
I release the scars
And all the broken pieces of my heart.

And it hurt.
It broke.
It scarred.

But I still grew.

And then we all left.

I felt isolated
Alone.
One person still ties me to my roots.
And to you I can't say thank you enough.

I was the freak again.
Thrown back in time
Back to the places that burned my heart out
And left ice.

But it's melting.

I fell again.
Deeper than before.
I saw the brimstone
And yet.
Here I am.

I rose up again.

It's ok to fall.
It's okay to hurt
To be different
To lose people
To gain some too.
It's okay to change
To keep on taking two steps forward and one step back.
Or even ten steps forward and eight steps back.
You still moved.
You still grew.

I know some of you can piece together some of these random pieces.
I know one if you might even finish the whole puzzle.
I know I can be vague.
I'm not sorry for that.

But honestly it's been one hell of a year.
I can't wait for the next one.