The past few days I drowned in tears
The past few days I wonder if we were really fate
The past few days I wondered if there was fate
The past few days I wondered why we should be together
The past few days I didn't wanna lose him
The past few days I knew I loved him
The past few days I wanted him to understand
Understand that I just wanna see him
Just wanna love him
Just this was the only way
Just that I was sufficating in sadness over this
Just that he meant more to me than anything even my own life
The past few days I drowned in tears while the notes of sollum music fell into my ears and I questioned everything about us
The past few days are a blur of tears and pretending to be happy
Pretending to be fine
How could I be fine
The past few days I drowned in tears

(Older poem)