What have i done
Disobeyed Him again?

The One Who created me
Gave me life
From a total nothing

The One who gave me bounties
I never deserved

The One Who gave me guidance
The true light

The One who constantly showed me the signs
That this world is temporary.

I disobeyed Him?

For this very little world?

How shameless of me
How pathetic am i
For a pleasure so small
I went against the laws of the Greatest One.

What a bad little piece of flesh
Have i made my heart.
How do i call it my heart
When there is no life in it -
The Remembrance of the Most mighty Lord
Rabb Rabb Rabb.
I dont want my heart beat to be lub dub.

Now the shackles of this craziness
The craziness that drove me away from Him
Pricks me

Help me O greatest One
None despairs from Your mercy.

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