The pain is eating at me

Not like this

Not like before

Everything is different, the change

It scares me

I don't know the cure

To make the weight

Just disappear

Why can't we go

Back to before?

The way it was

Before it shattered into

Shards of glass

But you don't see it

Like I do

I miss the feeling

Of security

Instead of the constant worry

Forever engraved

In my memory

This change

I can't stand to look it

In the eye

All I see is that

The love doesn't feel right

All I ask is

For all of it to

Feel like home again

Maybe not so much

Pain perhaps?