The wolves tear me apart.
My heart no longer beats.
I'm breaking.
Forget breathing my lungs no longer move.
The past wraps like a snake around me.
Tighter and tighter it pulls!
Acid burns cover my skin.
Old wounds open again.
What has happened to the strong me?
My blood covers the snow.
Where is the person who could stand by herself?
Help me, save me!
My legs no longer move.
I can no longer run.
Nor do I want too!
I'm weak.
Weakened by my own thoughts.
How could this happen?
Why am I breaking to pieces ?
Where am I?
Who am I anymore?
Coldness seeps deep within.
What happened to my warm heart?
Why do my bones crack?
What happened to my unbreakable glass?
The things I fought away grab me.
I could scream, but would that bring my pieces back together?
The hand from the past is pulling me back.
Release me!
My thoughts must not betrayed me!
I am stronger than all these crazy things!
Release me!
Because I realize these thoughts are not mine!
I can only become stronger with time!