I keep having to fight this inner demon and I always land up on the ground.
I'm swallowed whole becoming just another story to be told.

As soon as I point my gun I'm shot by my own bullet.
The same questions I ask over and over again.

I forgot where my world begins and ends.
This reality that I live in isn't real,
but yet I feel everything.

Once I awake from this from dream I want to scream.
I keep saying I'm fighting destiny,
but she's always winning throwing me off my feet.

Can I ever really win this game?
With my world ever be more than black and gray?
I guess I'll wait for eternity to find what I seek, an escape.

For the people in my life that understand.
Don't give up the good fight.
You can be a winner too.
There is an escape.
Pray and overcome.
God is greater.