I see the world through eyes

But these eyes

Are not my own

As if I'm standing behind

A glass window

Seeing everything around me

But no one sees me

It is like I'm living in a

Nightmare

Watching the pain around me

But not realizing that it's real

I feel as though I'm screaming

But my voice is silenced

By the opinions of society

Stuffing a rag of rules

Down my dying throat

My limbs just seem to move

As if no one is controlling them

I seem to be unable

To taste sugar

As I've learned everything's sour

And I can not find my comfort

In its sticky-sweet flavor.

Days pass by

Like I'm hitting

Fast-forward

On a television show

Maybe the season will end

Or I hope that it will

Because the only thing

That seems to work

Is the bright-red ears

On the side of my head

I hear every thought

Process it,

And the words

Beat my mind bloody

'Till I'm full of fears and worries

So please let me out of this glass room

Soundproof made of a one-sided mirror

Yet I can hear every sound

On the outside, slipping in

And all that's coming through the glass

Is darkness

It is not life I hate,

But it is living

Lots of mistakes, I apologize :(