If we had but one more day

One more left to live

Would we want to be aware?

That every moment be surrounded by the tangent of a bittersweet parting?

That we might know that each act which we preform will be our last?

Would we force ourselves on our last morning, the agony of an early rising;

If only to see rising sun?

Or perhaps would we more value a peaceful waking;

Once the sun has grown ripe in the sky

Would we wish a day of sunshine;

It's comforting warmth upon our skin?

Would we wish for rain?

Soft raindroplets kissing us goodbye as we stand in it's wet embrace

Would we instead favor fog, so each appearence is a suprise?

Or perhaps a cloudy day, a serene sky of restful grey

Would we the day with fun, an adventure every minute

To soar and to leap without fear as never before

To let adreniline take guide and string us along with the wind

Would we drink? Would we dance? Would we shout to the mountain tops our anthem?

Of our story, of our dreams, of us.

What would that song sound like?

Or maybe we would hope for a day more serene

Of hot cocoa, of a flickering fire, of restful day of bliss

Movies playing on the TV? Board games strewn across the table?

Our laughter; music to our own ears

And what does that choice say of us?

Of our hearts, of our souls, of our lives so well spent?

Because were they well spent?

Each day which we lucked into?

What did we value?

What did we love?

What goodbyes would hurt the most?

Would they drain us to numbness?

Would there even be time

And here I ramble- my own questions so fleeting

As I find no awnsers within

Would we even know when the moments came?

Or would we still be stuck in the loop of questioning ourselves?

Is there a point to knowing?

Is there a point to an ending at all?

If we had but one day left

And we knew

What

Would 

we even

Change?

This is an older one- and considering the times right now I thought it was appropriate. (Pls stay safe everybody!) As always- please feel free to roast my poem in the comments as you let me know ways I can improve, I value your feedback! Have a wonderfully wonko day- we can do this!