The fear that no one actually likes me,
The fear that I'll never succeed in anything,
The feeling that I'm slipping further and further down this spiral of anxiety;
These insecurities relentlessly eat away at me.
So, the only solution I can find
Is to eat my insecurities away.
I'll watch some YouTube videos with snacks to accompany me,
And when my fears intensify, I'll get more food.

I'm aware that this is only a temporary cure,
But I have no strength to fix my problems or to come up with any long term solutions.
It's funny, I thought food was supposed to give you energy...

3/27/2019