I'm trying but I keep falling down.

I cry out,

But nothing comes out.

I try, I fail, I try, I fail.

The energy its all gone.

Tired of failure and
disappointment.

I give up.

The pain, it's not worth it.

They aren't worth it.

Alas, my own mind is confused.

The world is white and black.

Yet, grey is all I see.

Everything blends in so much,

That nothing makes sense.

Like a hungry dog,

Scrambling for scraps of food.

My mind looks for an anchor.

A constant.

Something to hold on to,

Something to pull me back,

To pull me to sanity.

The world of sanity I have tethered myself from.

I need to go back.

Back to the world of sanity.