This is my testimony.

I'm so sorry for leaving you lonely.

And if only...

I wasn't so mad...

If only I wasn't so sad...

And life wasn't so bad.

I could be

Back to being truly happy...

So then maybe you could see

Me as what I want and used to be.

Ha-ha, remember? Happiness without a fee.

That's the key.

And I don't know how long it/that will take.

Or how much of me will be left behind in the wake.

But I hope everything will come together.

And even when the weather turns for the worst.

I hope it will all work.

Out in the end.

And here this is, and here I send.

To my best friend.