Ever ask why?

 I look to the sky

 When will I die?

 When will it be over? 

I live my life as if im never sober.

 No sleep

 Leads to me being so weak.

 What do I seek? 

Friends?

 Enemies to make amends?

 Cant you sense?

 They are all on the fence.

 Of what? 

 Of suicide.

 They are all stuck in the muck.

 So dont be a useless Fuck!

 When they suicide.

 make sure you have said your goodbye

 Even if you are shy

 it will mean a lot.

 Is that ever a thought? 

Its like they have been shot 

in the soul 

their hearts, they are like coal

 They hang their lives on poles

 for all to see

 including me

 For death its a fee

 so make sure,

that you say goodbye to me.