Everyone's dying.

And here I am lying.

I push the cold hard truth.

That all these people want to end up in a noose.

And that their grip on life is becoming more and more loose.

And I don't always know why.

Why am I still alive?

I just want to die.

I want the truth more than anything.

I push the truth above all.

Even if its hard to take.

Even if its about breaking the law.

For God's sake!

I feel hurt and now I know why.

But in this poem im not going to lie.

So if you're going to kill me

You better know how to tie

A noose around me.

Because they see

That it's your fault.

You didn't have good intentions in mind.

Not knowing what I think.

It was all a lie, all behind my back.

I didn't know the facts.

I feel awful.

These people obviously weren't lawful.

To me its fucked up.

All this stuff.

But I dont know how I'm taking it.

But the fuse has been lit

I feel really bad now.

With all thats been happening.

Im so tired.

With all these liars.

Fonza, Varen, you know who you are.

The list goes on.

It was all a con.

All these feelings inside me.

I dont know how to express them, and how to make others see.

Because everyone's lying.

And everyone's dying.

They are all apologizing.

But it means nothing, really.