I am trapped.

I felt free.

And I just couldn't see.

What was life's key.

It was happiness without a fee.

Until I was hit with the cold dark facts

I found that even things as complex as my brain has certain drawbacks

I am so happy sometimes, but I can get so so sad.

Being Completely happy seems just out of my reach.

It's a subject I try and try to teach...

But its just out of my reach.

I am down.

I am searching to be found.

By myself

The sense of happiness is always teasing...

But is just ends up fleeting...

Like my feelings debate in a meeting.

But depression keeps cheating.

I am trapped.