Do you know how much it hurts?
Breathing hurts
Your existence hurts
I don't know if I'm ready ro die
Another part of me thinks what if
But I'm tired
Of everything
Both the good and the bad
I'm tired of suffering
I'm so tempted to end it all
Death is the only thing that sounds peaceful nowadays
I don't know what my last straw will be to end it all
And that's what terrifies me the most