I should've been more careful
With the words I speak
Flowing with milk and honey
Poison underneath
I should write more
Expressing my feelings
More than twice a year or
For a season's greetings
I try to make ends meet
Metaphorically of course
I try to prioritize what I want to do
As well as things that are a must
But no matter what I say
Or what I attempt
I can't get anything done right
Even with others' consent
Can't do what must be done
Pay rent, donate, or try to have fun
God forbid I say no
To anything

I want to let go
But alas, I cannot
I'm trying tho
But sometimes I forget
More than on one occasion
Thanks to time online
In my imagination
So
I apologize, for the delay
But there's just no other way
To convey
The stuff I'm trying to say
It's all meaninglessness to you guys anyway
No?