Control is an illusion. But illusion is the key of control.

And this is the problem.

Our life is a pure subterfuge.

Everything is fake ; the pretty girl in this series, who's actually 24 and not 17. The promises he made you about fidelity. All of these ads about the environment's protections...

Everything.

The problem is, if you want to be rich, you have to lie.

So... What do we do ? Is it still possible to give your trust to someone without being upset ? Is it still - or Has it ever been possible - to stay pure and real in this wasted society ?

Yes. At least I hope it is. However, you have to constantly be on the battlefield.

All of these disgusting smiles that hide a dark man who makes his wife and his children cry around you. All of these "perfect" people who put their mask everyday to conceal either their cruelty either their tears.

We all have a mask. We all keep our true self secret.

But do we have the choice ? Can we safely put off our mask and show our weaknesses, our regrets, our thoughts to the world without being destroyed ?

Unfortunately... I think not.

So how can you say you still think about being real ?!

Well, wearing a mask does absolutely not mean being a true liar. It just means you try to protect yourself a bit. And, when you find a friend, or a sister, a soul friend, you can begin to reveal some of your secrets ; you can talk about your craziest dreams... Or help them with theirs. You can talk about an insecurity, a fear, or simply a bad memory... And see what happens.

Nevertheless, I'm afraid you will never be YOURSELF. You will always keep a small part of subterfuge. But, maybe it can help you to believe in this subterfuge, and... Make it become a reality.

So... Maybe sham is not completely a bad thing. Maybe it can also be an armor to fight on this battlefield.

But isn't it as everything ?

A gift. And a poison.

Your choice.

Mrs.Jones...

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