A/N - A sneak peek from my upcoming book. An excerpt woven into a poem.

*Er Gege - second brother

Dear, you,

It's been so long,
And I felt it passing through.
Each minute, each second,
I saw the world-changing seasons,
As I stood by.
over and over again.
The cycle went on,
giving me nothing to reason.
Because I am still there.
Where had you left me last.
Because to me the time layed still, frozen,
as you were apart.
(Sigh)
I am home!
On the porch.
Waiting for you to cross thy roads.

Why?
Can I ask?
Answer me. Will you? This time
The melody rings.
And am still expecting something,
even after a zillion bled nights.
This esteemed Jun is begging.
Your Er Gege is begging.
Please could you?
Just Once!
(Sniff)
I am home!
On the porch.
Waiting for you to stop by.

Would you had just indicated.
Even If a mere sign.
I would have accompanied you.
Willingly.
To the world's end
Wherever you sought to walk by.
Every sect, every place, every realm.
Even beyond to the mortal's gate.
Wherever you wanted me to be
Wherever you wanted us to be.
I would have accompanied you
Happily for the lifetime.
(Sigh)
I am out the streets!
Looking for you.
Waiting to catch a glimpse
where you live by.

I saw you again.
I was losing you again!
You know these dreams.
They have haunted me over years now.
You practised dark cultivation. Right!
No, I don't mind! I never did.
But, Will you not be back to exorcise?
The ghost of times
Has haunted me for a long while.
(Sigh)
Come home now!
Will you?
I am back home, on the porch.
But I look everywhere
To search by.

I remember my brother
He heard me screaming at midnights.
Many a times.
He wanted to turn oblivious
And sometimes he offered a jinx
for just the peaceful sleep of mine.
But I didn't take it!
Even though the nightmares shook me to the core every time.
They are the only place where I still see you.
And sometimes us in old times.
Although, I did use the silencing charm,
Keeping me from screaming aloud.
At times it helped,
At times I broke free.
Bleeding me through.
Tend them as you used to.
(Drips)
Come home now!
Will you?
I am not home,
But am looking places.
And where ever I could search by.

You know, I am not pristine now,
Not distant, anymore.
To you, I wouldn't be anymore.
You have my word.
I myself have quite broken few rules of the clan now and I speak more.
Or maybe more precisely write more.
To you. Are you a bit happy now?
I have changed some ways,
As you desired.
(...)
Come home now!
Will you?
I am home again!
On the porch I laid
Waiting for you to stop by.

With the passing time,
I have become bleak, despair,
I am wondering
Are you still ..
I stop
I can't ask it.
I don't wish to.
Please make what I fear
To be untrue
(Sob_huff_sniff)
Come home now!
Will you?

Once 3 he was,
When he knew about you.
Has turned 16 now!
He forgets you.
But I wouldn't,
I never could
For it was You.
(Sigh)
Come home, now.
I am still waiting.
For you.

- Yours ... ....

And I wrote another,
But unaddressed it laid by.
For he lived somewhere
Where one can't travel
Till the soul lived by.

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A/N- Guess who is it? It's super easy. For those who get it! Comment, and you shall get to request a topic for the next poem.