A/N - Dedicated to @axxgray. Cheering for your exams! The later part2 of this poem will come after Feb n you know why!

 Love Patters of mine,

are just probably as calloused

as thy tips of those chocolate-colored silk limbs.

Broken at times. Leaving scars. Making them tough

At times a true love, yet it is left like a mere hobby of mine.

Never had I stayed in love

For I was a wanderer,

I wavered as time ticked to fly.

Or maybe, sometimes even I wanted to stay,

the ways outgrew and I had a journey to resume.

Anyway! That was the story

until I came across you.

They said, I am too much fictional than true.

The cheeky, the flirty, the bossy, the ambitious, the over-the-top shining happy.

But then, I too am a dark psychotic

 living along with hypocrite devils.

I am, as I said.

Playing those parts of me!

Being Extra! 

A role of character play

for that's what they think! I am 

But Haven't they realized,

That those all are me and just what endlessly indeed I can be.

For I am. What I stay.

But you,

 believed it to be true

only you.

I see the world with a lovers eye, 

and with fears n insecurities

I wander unrestrained,

with this courage

nevertheless to face

 all worries and beyond.

until I met you,

a blissful DEJA VU!

A/N - I Have a lot of catching up! Well, Firstly THIS BOOK WON AN AWARD! For ff poems - A letter to oblivion and I Belong to you. Themed for MDZS - CQL fandom.  Thank you!  Judges and Host.

And Secondly, There is a lot of drafted poems I had forgotten of. So yes, you will be seeing a new poem every 2 weeks or so, more like when my story updates are in progress.