I am not interested in space
I mean
What is space but just matter? I am so depressed
I feel it as I lay
How I'm such a waste...

I think therefore I am
Right?
Unless this is all just a dream while I'm in a coma

What if I have a whole different life and all?
What if it's even better with peace and I don't have
What I have now which is a broken heart...

There are voices in my head whispering
I can't take this
It's winning
My senses aren't existing
I'm not even floating in this galaxy
I'm just fictive...