I can feel it in my veins

I can feel my heart racing

My blood pumping fast

My adrenaline kicking in

I feel myself growing angry

So angry I could kill

Kill them

They don't think I hear them or maybe they just don't care if I do

But they deserve to die

I want them all dead

These thoughts are always in the back of my mind

Sometimes they surface

Lately it's been happening more often

It scares me

Why?

Because I feel my self control slipping

Breaking like a rope being pulled to tight and it slowly breaks apart

I can usually calm myself down

The problem is when the anger comes back, it get stronger each time

I know that if I wasn't able to calm myself one time, I'd snap

Why do I care?

If I snap, I'll kill those who deserve it

They don't care what they do to me

They'll get what's coming to them