I'm numb, I'm in pain

The one whom I loved has been taken away

Not willingly, which is why my frustration is strained

I can't believe this piece of shit day

Someone hacked her phone

For a month, sent the text messages to her parents

The identity of the weirdo is unknown

And now we can't be romantic in our time spent

And all chances of hanging out with her this summer is gone

I'm thinking back to that horrible hunch I had way back when

That my heart would be ripped in two

Should've listened to my gut way back when

I'm hopeless... I don't know what to do

This is much worst than a rejection

Stings harder than a no

I wish I could have a redo, a redemption

Before I'd have had my life get blown

This feels like a sign from God

Which is ironic since my faith for that guy is barely there

Is this supposed to be a hint or nod?

That me rushing in would just cause impair?

Maybe He did this to prove I wasn't mature enough to date

So He hurt me to teach me my lesson?

All I feel is numbness, anxiety, and hate

And stuck in a void of depression

I feel like vomiting even though I haven't eaten

My mind is a jumble, and I don't know what to think

My hearts been bruised and ripped and beaten

And I feel like I'm beginning to sink

My emotions are so much, and I laugh uncontrollable for no reason

I just can't respond healthy or in the right way

Why did Cupid do this? What was my treason?

Well I just hope that things get better someday...