I promised not to fall in love early

Especially after the last few crushes I had

And I'd keep that promise surely

Whelp, something's happened and it's bad

I'm not going to classify it yet because it's still soon

But I imagine planting kisses on her

And giving her snuggles way past noon

Her sweetness and softness is amazing to capture

Her grin so bright and pleasant

Her eyes when they light with joy

Her compliments are such a present

Better than a million toys

I love it when she calls me pretty

And speaks of my insecurities in this brightest light

She makes me feel better when I'm shitty

And resting on her shoulder is such a delight

When she calls me "her Addy"

My heart gets fluttery

But I've only known her for a few months

And I don't want to rush into another broken heart

There's a bad feeling... a horrible hunch...

That I'll be ripped apart

Not like it hasn't happened before

I fell for a boy at camp

But my friend's feelings also sored

So I worked to have my feelings damped

Then my bisexual awakening came with this girl

As I imagined living in a cottage with her and morning kisses and food

The thought would make my stomach swirl

But she didn't return the feels, and for the longest time I'd brood

Aphrodite has never been my friend

And I don't need this friendship to end

She's cuddliest with me

Which is the sweetest thing I can imagine

She sweetest as can be

Which is probably the spawn of this creeping attraction

Our friends thought we were dating

One said to tell her if/when we get together

At the time, I didn't think anything

But this sprout of feelings is changing the weather

I hope I don't fall for her

I hope I can pull up from this

I can't fall into Cupid's Nether

Because the relationship causes me so much bliss

I need to push away these emotions... for the best

But I fear I know that Aphrodite will put me to the test