I'm confused

What's this feeling arising in my chest?

It feels good, but then it doesn't?

A part of me feels like listening to it will be for the best

Then overwhelming thoughts come in dozens

It's weird, when a certain person speaks to me I feel happy and bright

My smile stretched to it's farthest range

But is this feeling right?

This is the first it's happen to me; it's scary and strange

Am I supposed to just tell the person?

Come out with these rather conflicting feelings

But will our friendship worsen

The pain and fear is squealing

It's weird

It's strange

It's scary

My path isn't cleared

Am I going deranged?

But they make me feel so merry

I'm confused

What is love?

It's such a scary encounter

Sometimes it makes me feel like I'm flying above

And other times plunging downward

This world's wonders are crushing me

It's not fun under this conflicting weight

Do I or do I not want them to see

Or will it produce a troubling fate?