You left and it hurts
Its not your fault
But Im broken
My sanity has been taken
You are to blame
Red eyes tear stained face
All because you broke up with me,
But you couldnt do to my face
Either way you wouldve hurt me
Thankfully ive got thick skin
But you still broke me
I thought you were different
But I guess not
Do you remember your promise
I guess not
You said you'd never leave
But what have you done
I dont hate you
At least i dont think
I understand why you did it
I really need some tattoo ink
It'll say the words that I cant
It'll tell my story better than me
This isnt a diss
Its not at all
This is how im healing
Its slow sadly not fast enough at all,
I told you I love you but i have to stop,
It doesnt help me at all
Only makes it worser than i thought,
You say you care
You say you love me
But you've been mad at me lately
I've been wondering why
But now its clear
The guilt was eating you up inside
Im mad yea but not at you
I just wished it played off differently,
All it does is cause me to cry
Tear after Tear
Had a breakdown but i think im fine,
I just need a couple drinks
And maybe some red wine 🍷

~Ayanna
This is based on how I feel from a break up I had with my girlfriend and it hurts so bad but I dont hate her.