There's alot I want to say
But its better if I dont
You ask if I'm okay
I say yes but I'm really not somedays,
I dont just write these things
I let them come to me
Judging me does it make u feel good,
I put up walls because of you
This is why I have trust issues
Y do u want to pick on me
Does it make you feel bigger and better,
Little did you knkw I want to cry everyday,
Little did you know I want to cry everyday,
Family is something I question because of you,
I like to be alone in my room
You call me crazy so are you
You always bitch at mw
But dont like it when I get smart with you.
You always yell at me for dumb shit,
Y cant u accept me for me you stupid bitch,
Your always calling people out their name,
Yet your always lying but get mad when I do it to you,
Im seen as antisocial like I've always been,
Now u mad cause I dont talk to u
I dont even fucking trust you
Thats how its always been
So fuck you and fuck life
I can never do anything right
Let me be taken
Ill be fine
Let me see how I really affect your life

~Ayanna💖