Once so long ago, I saw the world in color. Now I see that everything is grey and dull .. Perfect is just a word used by those who refuse to see reality. Those whom choose not to face the pain. I realize now that I'm not as strong as I thought, and I'm never going to make up to anything. I am Drowning in a pool of Emotions that I do not let go. I am sinking to the bottom because these are things I will Forever Hold. Drowning from my Mistakes, Drowning from my pain, my anger, hatred , and my compassion. If I could let go without harming someone I would , but if I do stop the Drowning then the water would be stained in Red... I wish I was " Perfect " but I am just numb... left without my Love , I become cold . I am a Dead figure , lurking in the dark. Someone who sees me , feels an erk that begins to start. I am a Demon at heart , a Shadow at best. Without my True Love , I am a complete Mess... Depression is my Best Friend , one who has always been there for me. The only thing that keeps me Alive , is the fact that I know that I haven't a Life already to Take. I need to make Mistakes , I can't leave the one I Love , if I did that would be so Cruel... So I'm Drowning, forever I sink. Lost in the Darkness , lost without a link. Drowning is my choice , one I intend to Keep. Until I decay , forever at a loss of words. I will not truly Speak...

Drowning is my Cage , my true love the Key.. forever will I Drown , until he comes and Rescues me.......