I haven't been in the greatest of moods lately, and a lot of stuff is going on in my life and I thought I'd vent by writing a random poem. Sorry it sucks--I'm not the best at poems...

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I don't know whats going on,

these thoughts inside my head

keep making me so confused.

I feel so alone,

so solitary,

in this place of my own.

Everyone passes by me

And they don't know what I've been thinking.

What's in my mind,

Or in my hands.

All I have is my music.

It's the only thing keeping my sane anymore.

The beats drowning out the world,

trying to bury itself into my brain,

sticking itself there to keep me straight.

But most of the time it doesn't help.

Except for one band.

I glance at the vodka in the fridge,

considering to take a sip.

But I know I'm better than that.

I'm not in a good state of mind.

I need to take a rest,

to talk to someone.

But I feel like nobody really listens.

I sit here screaming to myself for help,

to get something to distract myself with.

But it all just useless.

However, I'm not useless.

I just have to push myself through this.

I know it'll get better.

It always gets better.

Keep your head high,

A smile on your face,

the sun bright,

the sky cloudless,

and have a good day.