What if I said farewell.
A lasting goodnight.

Said goodbye to stress.
Goodbye to pain.

Wouldn't it be worth it
To Escape while in vain.

Anger clouds my thoughts like a coming storm,

My head pound and runs with the dances of the wind and the howls of the wolf packs.

Free and chainless.

The sharp object in thy hand,
To end it all
Or forget it all..

What would there be left,
Friends ...
Family...

Wouldn't they be better off?

I'm tired.

I'm done.

I'm ready for a goodnight rest..

But should it be a forever sleep,..

That sounds nice..

How about that instead.

Then my spirit could soar with the spirits of the wind.

Maybe then I could fully understand what it meant to live but not have to live through it all.

Too much pain..

Too much sadness..

Too much hate...

Too much deceit...

Too much trouble ...

What would it be like to look down upon everything...

To reunite with my lost loved ones..

Maybe I should go...

I'd see them again..

Oh how I miss them so...

But the question is:

To go or not to go...

Should I let fate decide?

Nah. I'm in charge of my own fate.

Thy evil be gone and they dagger of strife bury thyself in me and reunite me with all I have lost..

Free me of this pain...

Of this sorrow...

Of these chains..

They're weighing me down..

I can carry them no longer.