It's only 10pm
But it feels like 1am
Today has dragged on far to long.
I'm ready for it to be over.
But I can't close my eyes
Cause my friend insomnia is sleeping over tonight.
She snores loud.
Kicks in her sleep.
Takes my blankets.
In exchange for a list of worries.
I'm scared a monster will pound on my door.
I'm scared to reason with witches who curse me never to be born.
I don't want this life.
Maybe that's why happy endings make me cry.
That's why I'm holding on.
One more year then I'll be gone.
A thousand more insults till they all disappear.
Lot's of money later till I walk out this door.
God please don't let demons cut open my throat.
Don't let the beasts tear at me till secrets finely poor out of my mouth onto the dirty floor.
Let me live when I wake up from my death.
I'll be happy then.