Looking upon a new moon I've wished.To see the world and the people in it.But here I am stuck in a room.Stuck in my head.Stuck away from you.Four white walls and nothing to stop me from going off.Just watching as the clock ticks and tocks.Words roll off my tongue onto the paper and onto my arm.Keep this secret.Don't tell no one.I'm not afraid of love.I'm afraid of touch.I've pushed you away.Just look what I've done.They say i'm not a murderer That I've killed no one.They're wrong.I've killed myself.One gunshot and I was gone.