emmy_dee
I don't know if there's such thing as happiness forever but what difference would it make. I would be happy for just a teaspoon full of happiness.

Everyday I'm hurt.
Everyday I cry.
Everyday I fight.
For everything I have.
I want happiness.
Just a day, a year, a couple.
The worse part of my life has already happened.
It doesn't make me feel crippled.

I hope for happiness.
Where I could smile everyday.
I'd be happy with a partner.
I'd be happy alone.
I'd be happy playing in the rain till my clothes get soaked.
I'd be happy in a house I bought by myself.
I'd be happy singing and writing songs.
I'd be happy with friends that rescued me from hell.
I'd be happy as can be and it would be all thanks to hope.

Cause if I never have hope for happiness...
I think I would die.
My world would stay dark
And the sky would always cry.
Colorful days would turn black and white.
My past would be a person who always acts out.
Bad days would be unbearable.
Scars would litter my body.
My hair completely gone.
And my personality in small zip lock baggy.
My life standing on a ledge waiting to jump.
My mirror talking back to me making me feel like gunk.

Maybe we thirst for light because darkness just makes us emptier.
True happiness is knowing you made it over the toughest obstacle.
Seeing a person achieve their happiness make us try harder.
It's like having a rival who makes you fight longer.
Do it faster.
Live it better.
Love more deeper.
Achieve life happily ever after.