They don't know how to handle me
My problems unable to be defined
Like its impossible to understand
Their confusion of my mind
It doesn't matter if I try to explain
They'll never be able to relate
They can pretend to sympathize
They'll never understand the hate
They'll sit there and smile
Saying they know things are hard
Then talk about how to make it leave
Like its trash you can discard
They don't understand
If you throw away the hurt
You throw away me
This hurt isn't something I can convert
It is me
You won't ever understand
I was born this way
It isn't something I planned
So nomatter the exercise
Positive words I try to fake
Sleeping on time
Or healthy meals I intake
You throw me empty solutions
Like I'm problem for you alone to solve
Won't include me in my healing
A part you forget to involve
And while your busy thinking
I'll be busy disappearing
You were so busy trying to help
You never really were hearing
You think you understand me
I'm sure you never did
I knew you couldn't help
This feeling isn't something I wanted to rid
If only you listened to me
I would've told you not to waste your breath
Not a whole army of fighter's
Could save me from death