They say time's supposed to heal
It's supposed to put my heart in a seal
So far, I feel like it's a false deal
Between a demon and a veil

Everyday there's more pain
Am I living or am I insane?
I'm on a trick lain
From the no pain no gain

I've realized I'm but a fool
I'm merely your tool
One you don't pull
Or even use in this fake school

I need your feel
My heart you steal
Without returning
Nothing real

Am I but for your pleasure?
Someone who cries by your leisure
Am I but a monster?
Or just a failure?

I feel love
Something that doesn't exist
It's a fake love
Because it wouldn't hurt... Would it?