I lost everything
I lost my happiness
I lost my only friends and safety
I lost the love of my life
I lost myself
I lost my home
I lost my self respect
I lost any ounce of self love
I lost it all in one night
And there's nothing I can do but remember the last memories I had when I was complete and happy
I knew it was too good to be true and now it's all gone to fucking shit and I just wish I could die.
I wish I could fucking end my sorry fucking excuse of an existence.
I'm such a fuck up
I'm such a stupid fucking stupid asshole...