Fears and Memories

I live each day in agony
With the memory like a dragon
I run from my past
How can anything last?
I live each day in fear
I know he will find me here
People betray
No one can stay
People lie
All I hear is goodbye
I wish that I could run
Run from the sun
Darkness hides my tears
The darkness protects my fears
How can I love
When no one looks down from above
I hide away
I won't let anyone stay
No one knows my fears
No one sees my tears
The only relief is death
I think as I take my final breath