Again
Again I bow down at your feet
Licking your wounds for the world to see
Again I smile up at your frowning face
Again... I am nothing to me

Again I break my promises for you
Again I burst down the boundaries I set
Again I create the emotionless farce
Again... Until what you want you get.

Again I am the gutless worm
Slithering about for the life it knows
Again I fall below my expectations of me
Again... Lest this door also close

Again I lose courage in my own power
Again I break my faith in my being
Again I choose the normal outside over the normal inside
Again... I scream silently till my ears ring.