honestly,

disappearing is the best way for me to handle things.

so no, i'm not mad at you

i don't hate you

i just need...

space.

i know you're worried that i'll get too into my own head

but i can handle things on my own

so don't worry

i'm fine

</3

-a.

[sorry guys, i just recently lost someone to suicide and it's been really crazy tbh. i never thought it would ever happen to someone that close to me. i'm so mentally exhausted]