i wish you would've texted me first
and that it didn't have to come down to me.
i wish you understood how badly i was yearning
to mean as much to you as i could possibly be.

it's 2 am in my dorm
i hear a song
and the memories start.

you must think i hate you
but you don't hear what's inside my mind.
i wore my emotions on my face, you just never noticed
i wish you would have tried.