Everything is falling apart

The walls I once had up are now crumbling

But that was good

It allowed me to bring others in

Make new friends

And just be me

It was great for a while

I made lots of new friends

But now all that is gone

People have stopped talking to me

Leaving me in the dark

No goodbyes no nothing

It leaves me to wonder if I did something wrong

And if there is something wrong with me

Things can be going so well and then poof

I'm not important anymore

No one cares about me anymore

And the love and happiness I felt

Gone

And the cycle beings again

Over

And

Over

And

Over

I get my hopes up

But they never stay up

They always come crashing down around me like glass

Cutting deep into my soul

The thing that makes me human

So why do I keep trying?

Why do I keep going?

I

Don't

Even

Know

Anymore