I feel confused

I feel stuck

I feel sad

I feel tired

I feel hopeless

The world is changing so fast I can't keep up with my thoughts

they are going in circles like a toy train

I try to do things that fill me up, make me happy

It doesn't work

They bring me down more

Into a slump

Make me feel worthless, alone, defeated

I thought that maybe if I stopped talking

Someone

One person

Would reach out

But

No

One

Did

Now it makes me feel like

I don't belong

No one cares

Did anyone see that I was gone?

Why don't they reach out?

Am I really just on the back of the shelf

Have they really cared for me or was it all fake

Please someone take my thoughts away

Fill me with hope and

Goodness

Free me from my despair of

Hopelesness, defeat, loneliness

Is there anyone out there?