Boy<3

I like this boy that goes to my church.
My heart pounds every time I see him.
Butterflies attack my tummy when I see his handsome smile and two dimples.
He's got brown hair and grey-green eyes.
I think he is one or two years younger than me, but I don't know so I do not care.
We've never talked, only glanced at each other.
I've smiled at him, but can't remember if he's smiled back.
I got jealous once when a girl sat with him. Then I found out it was his sister and I was no longer jealous.
I got the courage to follow him on Instagram. I did not expect him to accept me, but he did. I did not expect him to follow me back, but he did.
He likes my pictures, I like his. He looks at my stories, I look at his.
I often interact with him, but only in my dreams and when I wake I'm left feeling sad for they aren't real.
He consumes my thoughts every day, every hour, and every minute.
I pray for him and his family every night that they will stay safe and healthy.
But my one fear is that we will never be more than just friends. Or just strangers passing each other by.

-Aj wanted me to tell you that she wrote this a long time ago and  no longer likes the boy but she still wanted to include it  Becuase it is very near and dear to her heart.