I'm sick of being the one
Known as
Labeled as
"The one with all the smiles"

But what if
That's not who I wanna be anymore?

What if I don't wanna be
The label that is destined for me

What if I don't wanna always be
The shoulder
That's always cried on

What if sometimes
I need a shoulder too

What if
It hurts me inside
To be
Whatever you want me to

I tired of being stuck in this box
The happy one
The one lifting everyone else up

But what if
Sometimes
Just sometimes
I need to be lifted up too?

But I guess I'm just selfish

Writing every single word of this broke my heart because every single word is true. And thanks to aDASHofacapella bc shes one of the most beautiful, kind, loving, and supportive person I know. She's one of those people who really care, and I think you all need someone like her in your life.