For once in my life
I really need you
For once in my life
I need to feel
I need to be the love that holds myself together
And tears you apart
You'll never understand
What I've gone through
To heal my heart
But now I know
You're worse than I thought
Worse than I need or want
Worse than my biggest fear
And darkest nightmare
You'll never see
Through my eyes
What life is like
What the difference makes
To love and want
To need and feel
To see or hear

You'll never know
The things I do
The things I see
The things I fear
You'll never know
How to fell