what words to describe
joy
can i use here?

a blank canvas.
an empty sheet.
nothing.

yet there is always
something.
like distance.

3,783 miles.
two people.
two beating hearts.

acceleration of beating.
a message from you.
and while we're on the subject

of things going so quickly;
time.
supersonic waves.

screaming if an eternal bliss
as it goes by so quickly.
so quietly.

quiet with the silence of 1,000 screams.
the silence of tomorrow
with the

joy
of talking to
you.

the
joy
of hearing your voice

when you speak to me
of the
joy

you feel while watching tv.
posters on your wall
covering the rose pink wallpaper

that you desperately
hate.
but i feel

joy
when i see it,
the pastel pink decoder dream.

what words to describe
joy
can i use here?

a bright screen.
a beaming smile.
everything.