"Stop starting problems!" The voice screams.

It hurts even more with every breath I take.

The pain, the guilt, everything I've done.

It will never go away and will haunt me forever.

I've broken people, I've ruined relationships.

I've done the whole nine yards.

There's no stopping me because I'm so very reckless.

I'm like a bomb just ticking away, ready to burst

So stop telling me that it's alright because it's not.

It never will be.

I will always be alone and I will always hurt people.

You can not change who I am, no matter how hard you try.

I will always be this young, dangerous kid in your mind.

In everyone's mind.

I can't ever hold myself together.

I'm just a walking piece of a mess.

A mess that can not be cleaned.