I don't care if it's not with me, all I care about is that your happy, it hurts that I care about you so much. I love you and I hate the fact that I do.

My heart starts beating when you smile like it did with her I feel hardly anything toward her anymore, I know I never have a chance with you, but I see your happy with them and while it does sting I know you have someone to love you, someone to help you in the darkest days, someone to put their hands around your small waist, I'm sorry your dad couldn't see that. That school hoodie you always wear and a smile anyone could fall in love with, I don't get why you got all the hate. Either it's with me or Him, Be happy, Eat that extra cookie, jump off that bridge, sneak out. Live your life, Your ocean blue eyes that hold a tusnami, Don't let other people slow you down.

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I wrote this for someone special.