Why is it

that no matter how hard I try

In the end 

I can do nothing but cry.

I've tried to make you happy

I've tried to make you see

I've tried to be kind

No matter the cost to me

But why is it that

If I try to be kind and happy

I just wind up hurt

Why is it that no matter what

I push you away

And it's not just you

It's all of them

Every goddamn one

Why do I keep trying

If I keep losing everyone?